...I want you to know, that I'm happy for you. I wish nothing but the best for you both.

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...An older version of me, is she perverted like me.. ? ... does she speak eloquently, and would she have your baby, I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother.

14 years ago, this album screams the hell out of a carpeted bedroom, almost soundproofed abstract-painted walls, with a mattress and no bed, on the floor. Airconditioning will be on full blast until it's very cold to make you scream your lungs out.

What was she so mad about anyway?

She's not mad-angry. She's mad-crazy.

You'll see in her eyes, there's fire. Ready to burn everything on it's path. And everywhere she goes it just goes bright and brighter until it's blinding.

...You seem very well, things look peaceful. I'm not quite as well. I thought you should know.

Then she became dormant. Very dormant that you thought it was just a phase she's going through. It was almost a sigh of relief and maybe a sign of growth.

But every once in a while a very weak spark - yet still a spark, ignites.

...I'm not gonna fade as soon as you close your eyes, and you know it.

And when kindled, it burns and starts a fire.

I am afraid that when she takes over, hell will freeze from what she can burn.

...And I am here, to remind you of the mess you left when you went away. It's not fair, to deny me of the cross I bear that you gave to me, you oughta know...