October 04, 2009 Sunday
16:44 Manila | 12:44 Dubai | 16:44 Shanghai

My Love,

I’m writing this just before I hit the showers again. The weather’s a little bit too windy today.

And just the same, I will say I miss you, because, I truly do. I couldn’t put so much emphasis on that because in the recent conversations that we had, that’s all you’ve been saying too.

I’m missing the memories that we could’ve been making together instead of apart; I’m missing the smiles that I could’ve been seeing in close encounter instead of imagining them in my heart.
I’m missing the tantrums that I could’ve been consoling instead of hushing with desperate grace; And I’m missing each kiss, each affection, and each passion instead of counting the days.

And just the same, I will say I love you, because I truly do. I couldn’t put so much emphasis on that because in the recent conversations that we had, that’s all you’ve been saying too.

I love you more than the memories that we could’ve been making together, because we have our whole lives ahead; I love you more than the smiles we could’ve been exchanging - I understand instead.
I love you more than our tantrums that needed consoling and more than our silent screams; And I love you more than understanding, more than patience, and more than our dreams.

And through all these, I didn’t choose to fall nor did I choose to see; That all the memories that we’ve been making were all meant to be. Grace Patricia Francisco, what is there not to love about you? When all my being effortlessly just say “I Do”?

Love, I love you more than to show you each drop of longing. But I know you love me enough to heed to that feeling.

Sigh.

I’m hitting the showers now. The winds dominated the weather today.

Stay safe.

I love you.

-Ger mo lang.